I feel so helpless

I know that it's not easy to say this

especially because i hate people feel sorry about me.

 I don't like other people know that I'm sad,

 I showed them that I am okay even if I'm not.

I know it's not easy to show some weaknesses,

especially because i hate people think that I can't

I don't like them think that I'm struggling,

I showed them that I am okay even if I'm not.

I know to myself that I feel so helpless,

especially because I'm aware that it's quite impossible,

I don't and I can't accept that fact..

Because I know the truth is there is God!

I know that He will never fail me,

especially because He is my Father.

I just need to believe Him no matter what.

Because I know that the best time is God's time.

Rainbow

Last Sept. 26, 2009 the Philippines most especially in manila and in central Luzon was devastated by a Typhoon named "Ondoy"... Many lives was taken, I believe 12 people died in Arayat because of the mudslide in San Juan BAño and that really shocked many of us. It is the first time that there was a landslide or mudslide in the mountain of Arayat.. But I know that even though satan meant it for evil, still God meant it for good because God is just trying to wake us up and He wanted to say "hey, my children you need me so please don't leave me.."

And in my case I was also devastated by a terrible typhoon in life that really broke my heart. And that happened last month, I was a victim of a criminal deception or fraud. But like a rainbow that God has promised during the time of Noah an oppotunity came to me, opportunity that I didn't even imagine to happen... Cause now I am working in a call center company which is IQOR, somebody told me that IQOR means "blood that flows in the veins of GOd" but for me IQOR is the rainbow that God has promised to me..

It was out of frustration that's why I applied in IQOR online.. and then one week after somebody phoned me from IQOR, and he said that I passed the online examination, and that call for a final interview and if I will make it, I am going to receive a job offer on my email. Then on Sept. 25, 2009...I received the offer and accepted it.. I started last Sept. 28, 2009. Now I am doing well hoping that I am gonna pass my training to become a junior agent..

I know that everything works together for good, I may not get want I want but I know that I will get what I deserve and I deserve the rainbow that God has promised me.

Do you know?

One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: Tommy do you see the tree outside?

TOMMY: Yes.
TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky.
TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky.
TEACHER: Did you see God?
TOMMY: No.
TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. He doesn't exist.

A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: Tommy, do you see the tree outside?

TOMMY: Yes.
LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside?
TOMMY: Yessssss (getting tired of the questions by this time).
LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky?
TOMMY: Yessssss
LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the teacher?
TOMMY: Yes
LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain?
TOMMY: No
LITTLE GIRL: Then according to what we were taught today in school, she must not have one!

"FOR WE WALK BY FAITH, NOT BY SIGHT"