I feel so helpless

I know that it's not easy to say this

especially because i hate people feel sorry about me.

 I don't like other people know that I'm sad,

 I showed them that I am okay even if I'm not.

I know it's not easy to show some weaknesses,

especially because i hate people think that I can't

I don't like them think that I'm struggling,

I showed them that I am okay even if I'm not.

I know to myself that I feel so helpless,

especially because I'm aware that it's quite impossible,

I don't and I can't accept that fact..

Because I know the truth is there is God!

I know that He will never fail me,

especially because He is my Father.

I just need to believe Him no matter what.

Because I know that the best time is God's time.

Iphone 4s

Bakit kaya all of a sudden nangangarap ako magkaro'n ng gan'to?? Akala ko kasi hindi na ako addict sa mga celphones.. Hay, kelan kaya ako magkakaron nang ganito?? Or should I say magkakaroon kaya ako ng Iphone 4s?? Yun ang malaking tanong..

birthday wish

i celebrated my bday today  june 4, 2012 with pizzas from greenwich.. i love yellowcab too.. and i just turned 29.. i got married last june 15, 2011… so 1 year na kami ni hubby.. no baby yet.. but we’re trying.. i have this what they call pcos means polycystic ovary syndrome.. some says its a hormonal imbalance.. now i am seeing an infertility dr.. i’m taking meds regularly.. metformin and folic acid.. i took femara as well… ngovulate naman ako.. nung last month hindi successful.. sana this month successful na.. that’s my birthday wish.. The Lord will answer.. I know..